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Once a Stranger, Now a Lover

2009-02-16T00:24:00.006+08:00

You came into my world unexpectedly,
And everything took a turn for the better.
Your warm eyes, your lingering laugh,
The sincerity in the way you speak.
And the kindness you showed me,
All became a part of my life.

As you unfolded yourself to me,
I discovered more and more beauty.
I have never seen so much,
Gentleness in one person.
Without even realizing it,
You were slowly making a place,
For yourself in my heart.

At times it used to be so hard,
To feel so close in a relationship.
But now it seems so easy to feel close to you,
Can't really tell you how nice that feels.
Now then I realize that I had never known,
How it felt to love and be loved,
Until I was loved by you.

Girlfriends

2009-02-16T00:24:00.005+08:00

They think we are just friends,
But we are more that meets the eyes.
We have something so grand,
That nobody can deny.

Before we meet each other,
We were stupider than mule.
After we got it together,
We made our own rule.

We built our wall of protection,
To shield ourselves from the cruel world.
They say we are Devil's creation,
But really, we are just harmless girls.

They try to put us down,
But they never succeed.
We hold onto our ground,
In our pace we proceed.

We are true to each other,
Never do we defy.
When we think our skies are darker,
On each other's shoulders we cry.

We pull each other from Hell,
And changed into Heaven.
How long we last, only time can tell,
But we will stay loving at this moment.

We vowed forever,
We cherished all our dreams together.
So that now and forever,
We can be closer than ever.

Crush

2009-02-04T01:49:00.003+08:00

When I look at you,
My heart starts to race.
My head is spinning,
I'm lost in your gaze.
I know nothing of the world around me,
Life is just a blur.
You presence consumes me.
I think of your face,
Your laugh and your smile.
I hang on your every word.
Not a day goes by,
When I don't think of you.
If only you knew..
That I have a crush on you.

Scream

2008-12-24T03:16:00.001+08:00

The day a door is closed,
The echoes fill your soul.
They won't say which way to go,
Just trust your heart.
To find you're here for,
Open another door.
But I'm not sure anymore,
It's just so hard.

My Heart Chose You

2008-09-07T00:16:00.007+08:00

Do you know why my heart has chosen you,
and why I am content with the torture of your love?
Do you know why I will always love you,
and still wish to share my life with you?
Do you know why I cannot forget your eyes,
even when you are away or love another?

Because my heart believes,
that you are the only one for me in the world.
You are the one,
who made my dreams come true.
With you I began to love life.

Oh my innocent angel!
I have nothing,
but my life and heart to offer you.
But sadly,
you never knew.

What Should I Do

2008-09-07T00:08:00.008+08:00

What should I do about the one I loved,
the one my heart has chosen,
the one whose love tortured my heart at times,
and made it happy at other times.

This is life,
we fell in love within seconds,
and we leave our souls with those we love,
we cannot control love and passion,
it is neither in my hands,
nor in his.

When our eyes met,
we fell for each other.
I believed him,
and here I am,
suffering of endless passion and sleepless nights.

When Friendship Comes to an End, It Hurts

2008-08-05T23:33:00.004+08:00

What have you done to me sweetheart,
It hurts.
Don't blame me darling,
You caused my misery.
I admit I loved you,
I brought it to myself when I fell in your love and gave up the world for you.
Just leave me alone,
Leave me alone and don't make it any harder on me sweetheart.
I won't forget what we have once shared.
Don't blame your heart,
Don't cry,
Your tears are very precious.
I believed your love darling,
I loved your concern for me,
I loved your glances and your touches.
Go away darling,
Go away and forget me,
Don't make it any harder on me.

If It Pleases You

2008-08-05T23:17:00.005+08:00

If it pleases you to remain like that, let it be.
If it pleases you to easily dash my dreams, let it be.
You want to maintain your distorted image in my eyes, let it be.
Go ahead, do it and torture yourself.
But tell me first, is there an end to what you are doing to yourself?
I won't tell you a word, I won't blame you for forsaking me.
Stay like that darling, live alone.
Cure your sorrows by torturing yourself, sweetheart.
You are no more my darling nor the angel I once loved, what a pity.
You want to maintain your distorted image in my eyes, let it be.

Friends Never Say Goodbye

2008-06-10T23:45:00.004+08:00

A few questions that I need to know.

How you could ever hurt me so I need to know what I've done wrong and how long it's been going on.

Was it that I never paid enough attention or did I not give enough affection.

Not only will your answers keep me sane but I'll know never to make the same mistake again.

You can tell me to my face, or even on the phone. You can write it on the letter. Either way i have to know.

Did I never treat you right? Did I always start the fight?

Either way I'm going out of my mind. All the answers to my questions I have to find.

There isn't much I haven't shared. With you along the road. And through it all there'd always be Tomorrow's episode.

Suddenly that isn't true. There's another avenue. Beckoning the great divide I would choose.

The same joy the same sadness each step of the way. That fought me and taught me.

Friends never say goodbye. They are more than a lover. Makes perfect sense in life.